I’m learning that I’m very passionate about certain things.
If someone says something even remotely negative to me, I spiral into this wreck of instant self-hatred.
If someone does me wrong, I will immediately be against them and ready to throw out the entire relationship…
…but on the other hand, if that someone redeems his-/herself, I immediately forgive them and absolve them of all blame.
I wish I could just freaking chill it with people, because I’m getting really tired of either 100% loving someone or 100% hating someone based on such tiny things. I’m tired of 100% loving myself and 100% hating myself over just a few words. It’s getting to be exhausting.